Fabulista Cannot: Sleep

Can't sleep. Am totally freaking out. Is now 1:30 in the morning and am supposed to get up at 6:30. Is no joke going to a new place of work. Experts have claimed is absolutely one of most stressful event in person's life - second only to death of a close one and moving house. So am totally entitled to be in freak mode.

Am suppose to wake up in 5 hours time... but am too nervous even to shut my eyes. Am so totally unsure of what is going to happen next... aurgh... what can't everyone be clairvoyant or whatever ability it is that allows one to peer into the future...

Right, am being paranoid, but it doesn't mean I am wrong... maybe everything will turn out fine... maybe... fingers crossed.