Thursday, April 27, 2006

Jack's back.

*Cue haunting tin whistle melody*

*Cue scene with pan-and-zoom view of old harbour*

Voiceover:

"Her first voyage was her last.

Her first true love went down with the iron maiden (sic).

Their love frozen in time...

Literally....

This summer...

Jack's back.

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

On the set of Friends

It was like a day out on the set of Friends, bunch of six people; three guys and three girls meeting up for dinner and coffee. Even the setting was similar - a couch and three armchairs at a caf� (in this case, my favorite hangout, Starbucks�). It was complete with a very enlightening coffee tasting session, hosted by my friends at Starbucks�.


There was so much to catch up. We haven't been able to sit together in a casual environment and talk about the little stuff that's been going on in our lives; James and his practicum, our final semester and exams and how are all looking forward to our postings to a real school and teaching life.

The things that the so-called experienced teachers tell us about how we will miss our university days just don't seem to apply to us now. Those prophecies either come from false-gods or some other deep, unresolved emotions somewhere in those people. From what I experienced when I was actually teaching, having been thrown into the deep end and survived it, I don't think I will ever miss university days. When I ever do consider going back to school, it will possibly for my Masters and subsequent Doctorate.

That is whenever I choose to consider it. Right now, I am looking forward to having my own cubicle, which is luxury considering what I have at home.

Going back to the evening out with friends. We had dinner at Sakae Sushi at Suntec City, which by the way I do NOT recommend. I made reservations for six persons and they promptly showed us to a table next to the steamer display of Chawanmushi (savory steamed egg).

Just to make matters worse, there was virtually NO air-conditioning in the restaurant. There were vents for the aircon ducts apparently, but they seem more like decorative grilles than air diffusers. In the end, my friends and I ended up sweating profusely in the sweltering heat of our booth.

Service wise, it was worse! We were not offered any cold refreshments despite our complaint to the maitre'd about the heat; instead it was by chance that we discovered that they serve iced water. When we asked for it, the waiter put on a face to glum and reluctant, you thought he wasn't paid to do it. As if that wasn't enough, our subsequent refills were self-serviced!

I seriously do not recommend the restaurant. The next time I arrange for a dinner gathering with my friends, I will arrange it at Caf� Cartel. Definitely Caf� Cartel.

We ended up filling ourselves quickly and leaving as soon as the gang had had our fill of food to venture across the street for coffee and dessert... as well as cool relief from the heat.

I was greeted with a warm and welcoming smile and �Hi, Vincent!� when I entered the caf�. �Why don't you take a seat first and I'll be right with you...� Zun is the store manager of the cafe, together with Su and their crew of 'partners'.

Zun was shorthanded that night, no thanks to the flu bug that's been going around. So those on the nightshift that day were Val, Bryan and herself. The group of us hung round the caf� till when it was quieter and she could peel away from the barista counter. It was worth the wait. The �Muan Jai� (�deep satisfaction� in a Northern Thai-tribe dialect) blend of coffee is a deeply intoxicating brew. An aroma of smoky mist of burnt local woods first hits you, which is followed by a sweet smell reminiscent of butterscotch caramel - thick, smooth and creamy.

The taste of the coffee follows the lead of the aroma and does not disappoint. It's a wonderfully well-bodied brew that is low on the acid and goes down velvety-smooth. When we paired it with almond butter cake, the buttery note of the coffee was pronounced in a creamy redolence. But when we tried it with spicy beef pie, the velvet smooth coffee complemented the spiciness of the beef and the two items synergized into a sexy m�lange that created a sensational experience on the tongue.

Ultimately, I'll have to say, the coffee sits very well with me, a person who loves his coffee bold and complex. The host had very graciously offered a complementary bag of the Muan Jai coffee for my own tasting, unavailable elsewhere, which I should collect on my next visit. But how special is this particular bag of beans?

It was roasted at the grounds of the plantation where they were harvested (as opposed to the imported ones from the States.

When I got home, I started thinking about when I first got serious about tasting gourmet coffees. That was more than 10 years ago, when I first got my coffee making kit from an outlet at SOGO, Raffles City (now defunct). Caf� 21 specialised in UCC coffee and I was hooked on their Blue Mountain coffee. I was only 16 then.

I then took out my first Coffee Passport from Starbucks�. I got it from their first outlet when it opened at Liat Towers (below Hermes). I noticed the changes in the illustrations on the various blends of coffee and would you believe it? The previous passport is almost ten years old!

 

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Harriet's Quilt

This story is a general work of fiction in 7 parts inspired by a reading of Mark Twain’s Adventures of Huckleberry Finn. Although the main characters are fictitious much of this story is based on actual historical figures and events. Reader’s discretion is suggested.

 

HARRIET'S QUILT - Part III

W

hy didn�t we ever fight them none? Why, it ain�t right, ain�t it? Going against them white folks. We thought it be our unbelievein� that wuz to be blamed for our yokes an� bondages. Why, many of us black folks had gone an� git oursels� baptized with them holy�sprit, thinkin� that oughta git us freed. But it seems we wuz wrong, we wuz born to be slaves, there ain�t disputin� that.

Even the preacher on Sunday said so, standing behind the pulpit. Them preachers always said so. They says it be a God-given right for them God-fearing white folks to own slaves an� it be right there, writ� in the bible. That we niggers oughta know our places an� keep to them, keeping our heads bowed an� voices low in servitude. An� if the Almighty says it, there ain�t gonna be no disputin� it none!

We can�t fight them, it ain�t right. But some of us, we try to run away. When we can�t suffer the pain no more, we run away, even though our backs may be hurtin� with them chokecherry trees an� them bitter fruits, we ran as far an� as fast as our nekkid, blisterin� feet can carry us, followin� that drinkin� gourd to our freedom. I darn� run away at all. I darn, I wuz always too scared, without my Jim wit�me. So I just git on with the pain each day, hoping for my sweet lord Jeezus to come an� take it all away, in them sweet ol� chariot.

Once, though, Mister Jones came to the barn in a stupor. There�sa been some partyin� an� dancin� in the big house an� Mister Jones had gone an� drunk too many. He came into the barn when them boys an� men wuz cleaning theysels� out in the back an� he touched me, he touched me deep, Missy, an� I wuz scared. I juz closed my eyes an� wished the bad dream away.

When I open my eyes again, Mister Jones wuz gone. I gets up an� started running outta the barn, I ran so fast I couldn�t see what wuz coming at me an� what wuz getting pass me. I just ran, Missy, I wuz scared an� kinfused. But the road could see me an� threw a rock somewheres an� tripped me. I fell an� had gone hit my head on a hard thing an� fainted, feverish an� passed out.

I musta ran very far that night, cos� when I wakes up, I wuz in a nice room. I wuz more kinfused, thinkin� I�d gone an� died an� went straight to sweet Jeezus. Thas� when I sees another nigger, calls hissel� Bill Still, smiled at me an� darn tol� me not to worry, cos� I be his cargo an� findin� mysel� a friend wit� friends. He said I�d be resting here at this station, tha� it�s aw�right since he be a conductor or stationmaster or somesuch.

I had gone an� thot� he be talkin� crazies since he callin� his house a station an� bringin� them nonsense words asa� underground railroad. There be no such thing asa� underground railroad, I thot to mysel�. How tha� train gone move through under the ground? But I be so tired then, I juz fell sleep.

Shor� enuf� I wakes up sitting in some ol� coach an� I wuz scared again. But there wuz another nigger wumen next to me an� she wuz smiling. I wuz reliev�d some, seeing another of my kin� smilin�, but I ax� her why she be smilin� anyways. �Why, you be smilin� too girl! We heddin� up north with the gourd, up the free north with�em drinkin� gourd girl!�

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Something's Gotta Give

The warmth of the brightness of day

The cool in the breeze of the night

The familiar love of a rekindled past

The fiery passion of a stirring present

One has to give for the other to live.

- Vincent Immanuel Pang




I saw it. The plant was dying. I knew from the color of the flower the plant was dying. It was not longer the brilliant pink it was just a few days ago. Now it's just a drying and yellowing shadow of its former flamboyant self.

I squatted by the plant, reducing my 3-feet tallness by half, observing it at eye-level and looking morose. The evening breeze seemed torturous to the limp plant, making it sway helplessly in its breath. I looked sullenly at it, a powerless sadness came over me. I knew I couldn't rescue, but I didn't want to let it die either.

Across the garden, grandma was walking to the veranda to cool herself off again. I recognized the smell of red tobacco smoke wafting from her hand rolled cigarettes - even now it's the only kind I can bear to be around with without the risk of triggering a severe migraine.

�No-ah*, what are you doing there?� she asked with a twinkling smile on her face, �Come and sit by grandma� she said gently tapping her knees. I looked up and she saw an unnatural sadness on the countenance of her grandson.

�What's wrong...?� she was concerned.

�The flower is dying... I don't want it to die� I whined quietly from my tiny position.

She tapped on her knees again, indicating that I should sit by her side, but this time more insistently. I toddled over to her as she began...

�No-ah, do you like to play in the sun with your shadow during the day?�

I nodded as I rested my chin on her lap, sitting next to her.

�Do you like to rest in the cool breeze of the moon in the evening� she continued as she stroked the soft hair on back of my head. I nodded again.

�But No-ah, have you ever seen the sun and the moon together?�

�No. You told me the sun has to go and sleep so the moon can come out� I replied.

She smiled. �That's right. You remember well...�

�You see, little one, one has to go away in order for the other to be; they cannot both be around. One of them has to say 'now is the time for me to go away...'� she continued.

I looked at her, hoping that she would explain what she had said. She didn't disappoint.

She pointed her fan at the flower and clarified, �You see, this flower has to go away so that another new one can come out and play. It cannot stay here forever. It had its fun and now it has to go away for another flower to come out and play.�


Sure enough, over the next few days, the flower began its 'going away' journey. It's colors faded with acceleration and soon its petals fell off too. I noticed the dried and yellow petals 'disappearing' into the soil.

�Ah, that is very observant of you!� my grandma smiled as she gently stroked my head again on another evening. �This flower is preparing a new playground for the next flower to play in. Before it goes away, it makes sure that the ground is nice and comfy for the new flower...�

�By disappearing into the ground?�

�Yes. And the new flower will pick up what it leaves on the ground.�

�Wah... so the old flower will be inside the new flower too...!�

�That's right, No-ah...� she twinkled again, �The old flower makes sure that the new flower will be able to have as much fun, if not more, when it arrives.�


A few days later a new shoot reared its head above the ground near the spot where the old flower 'disappeared'. As grandma rightly pointed, a new flower soon sprang up and blossomed into another brightly colored bloom. I thought its color was more vivid and vibrant.

Grandma said the old flower went away into the soil and made sure of that.



* A tender term of endearment in plain Teochew to refer to one's little ones.

Thursday, April 13, 2006

Harriet's Quilt

This story is a general work of fiction in 7 parts inspired by a reading of Mark Twain’s Adventures of Huckleberry Finn. Although the main characters are fictitious much of this story is based on actual historical figures and events. Reader’s discretion is suggested.

HARRIET'S QUILT - Part II

J

im wuz there when I came outta my mamma's belly. He helped to cut the cord an' wash me clean, cos' mamma wuz too weak to carry me still. Then he went an' tole' mamma I wuz the prettiest baby he'd ever laid eyes on. That's when mamma smiled an' said, �Then you should help take care of my pretty baby for me, Jim�.

Then Jim, my Jim looked up at her an' smiled. �I think I just might, m'am�.

My Jim took care of me good; I wuz his to protect. He made sure I wuz fed. Even when mama wuz too done tired to feed me, Jim would steal them cow's milk for me. It woulda been crazy if Mister Douglas had gone an' caught him doin' the deed. But ol' Jim wuz a clever'un an' he never gone an' got hisself caught.

As we grew together, Jim had to fight them other slave boys. Yea, my Jim always had to show that I be his an' no one else's. It wuz when I wuz sixteen that I had gone the mutherin' way an' be heavy with child. Jim felt my belly an' tole' me, �we are gonna git ourselves a pair of boys, Harriet,� then he frowned, but I ain't sure if I am goin' to be there when they are born...�

Shor' enuf', the next week Mister Jones from the plantation down the road, offa' Missus Douglas' own farm. Mister Douglas had just gone an' died on her an' she wuz left with no money to run the farm on her own. Us s'pectin' slaves are always wirth mo'money an' so Missus Douglas thought I should go with Mister Jones.

Mister Jones handled me kindly at first. But them white folks always treated us kindly, they'd sooner killed theysels' off fightin' an' warrin' than hazard damaging them there goods by harming us. �My Black Beauty�, he'd call me, �my Black Beauty' like I be an object for him to possess an' own, a plaything for him to observe an' admire as he wishes.

But I ain't sure, cos' he might be right though. All my life, I've only been known to work an' work an' work to the skin of ma' bones. Nothing I have is mine to own. Even them twins, of Jim an' myself, were taken from me the day after I'd stopped nursing'em an' sold further down south to some other plantation. They were not the only ones, a'course - others, from my belly an' other bellies, were sold off by Mister Jones too. All I could do wuz just produce more slaves to be sold off. I had no children none like my master's, we wuz just be producin' more workers for them plantations.

We darn' seemed no better than them animals truly. Even them horses on the plantation, they gets to rest some, in the evening. We merely be there to work when the rooster calls an' when the sun shines no mo' at the end of the day, we go back to the barn an' rest in fear of our master. If they come back unhappy, for whatsoever reason, they might well tie you up an' give you a sound whuppin' till your back split open for some chokecherry tree.

Confession and Revelation

They say (who they?) the truth shall set you free. So in this entry, I shall go right out and shout it from the top of this BLOG...


I LOVE HIM!

There I've gone out on a limb and said it! And there are so many reasons to love him. He is bigger, juicier and so much tastier. He really fills me up! I have to open up wider just to accommodate him and still make a mess of myself. And the afterglow... oh... it just gets me all warm and fuzzy inside thinking about it.

And I love the fact that I always get a fresh one from him each time.

I love him, I've said it!

I love Carl's Jr� burgers! (What were you thinking?) Burger King? Step aside, please! Nothing compares to the mouth-and-stomach-filling colossal of a sandwich. I also love the fact that it's made fresh each time I order and that it's packed with fresh, crunchy veggies.

Each bite is an instant orgasmic experience. (Hey, I am single, I need all the alternatives I can get and besides, good food can be better than sex, minus the guilt and commitment issues).


I've been telling my friends about THAT particular Carl's Jr. ad that features Paris Hilton - it's sizzling, it's hot, it's barbecued and it promises to get messy. It's got a scantily clad blonde in leather/pleather/vinyl (gees, who can tell?), it's got car washing, a giant hose and food. Messy and sexy was never this scandalously delicious. Okay, maybe with Monica Lewinsky and Bill Clinton, but that's another story.

I was browsing through the net when I discovered an online version of the director's cut of the ad and surprise, surprise, from the land of Weird Al Yankovic, comes a parody version of the same... well, how is the video like? Why don't you see it for yourself?


Compare that with the original version, director's cut:

Saturday, April 8, 2006

You can be smart AND beautiful.

Applause everyone! Here's Pink (aka Alicia Moore) and she's back with an acerbic jibe at a certain part of (American? Global?) society at large. Again.


Pink has set her target on the 'D' list (famously over-exposed), platinum celebrities; the girls who are famous for being famous and strutting their airheads and equally inflated bosoms on our TV and silver screens.

We know them only too well - the Jessica Simpsons; Paris Hiltons; the Olsen twins and the list goes on. They are the ones who sell themselves through the media as vacuous vapid vamps. She could be addressing the current trend of many teenage girls who �[laugh] loud so all the little people stare� with ambitions to become glamour models or just being 'famous personalities' - whatever that means.

Unfortunately, for these real teenagers, it is quite likely that they have been misled to think that as long as you have two walking sticks that start from your breasts with an eye-pleasing dome on top, you can make it in life, real or reel. What the media doesn't show is that these people have worked hard to craft the ideal that is sold as the final product seen on the screen. Yes, girls and... erm, girls, that means they've had to plan, develop (real brainpower) and work (actual effort) on it to appear stupid and vapid.

Stupidity at the end of the day is still as stupid does.

In her new single, Pink has taken it upon herself to lecture this group of misled shopping mall female youths who �travel in packs of two or three� to wake up. Instead of looking at those platinum blondes who can't chain more than three words together to form a proper sentence, how about turning towards others like Jodi Foster? Diane Sawyer? Hilary Clinton? Oprah Winfrey? Jennifer Lopez? They are living proof that you don't have stupid to be successful (tongue-in-cheek), in fact you can be clever/smart AND beautiful/sexy! They are neither chalk and cheese nor mutually exclusive.

But then again, wasn't Pink the one who declared �Pink is the new Blonde� almost a decade ago when she first started out? So has the girl grown up? Or is it just a(nother) case of sour grapes? There's a point to ponder...

Whatever the case is, there is more to life then fretting over whether that guy last night will call you back or not. There's more to living than making sure that your hairdresser won't fuck up your hair or give you a perpetual bad-hair-day for the next four weeks. So it's time to wake up and continue with the book you left off six months ago, pick up the football you toss to the back of your wardrobe last summer and live your real life. I guess this is very clearly the message that Pink is trying to express and articulate to her audience - ambitious, smart woman can be and are beautiful. Don't be afraid to stand out and be yourself.

At which point I might want to add a little digression to the guys reading this. It's hard not to sound gender-biased here, but in as much as it is possible to be sexy AND smart, it is also perfectly fine to be athletic/sporty and creative/smart. There is nothing wrong with being a judo master or football quarterback and still enjoy Shakespeare and Steinbeck. In fact, trust me when I say that there is nothing more seductive and alluring than a smart, creative head supported on a brawny body.

Spare a moment to think about this. Meanwhile, here's the video to Pink's latest single, �Stupid Girl�.

Thursday, April 6, 2006

How do you say goodbye?

Dear baby, we've never met, but I already love you...

 

... and I always will. - Mummy and Daddy



The sun was shining brightly and streaming in through the kitchen window, washing the whole place in a burst of canary yellow, walking into it was like stepping into custard cream. It highlighted the tanginess of the orange juice sitting on the breakfast counter.

A scream rang from the bathroom through the house. And then there was a deadly silence.

There was a loud cry to heaven and then an endless stream of sobs and tears that trailed all the way to the hospital. The sharp abdominal pain and the release in the bathroom had meant something.

Something terrible.


That was two months ago.

Ever since then Serene had been living in a daze, caught up in an endless emotional roller coaster. She'd be laughing and joking one moment and at the next screaming accusations at your face for some strange or imagined offence.

The usually quiet Serene became a wild party girl. In the past, we'd literally have to lasso her for a night out with us and even then, it was just an evening's hangout at a comparatively sedate caf�. Comparatively sedate because recently she'd be the one calling us up and setting dates... to go pubbing, barhopping. When we meet at eight in the evening, she'd be pissed drunk before eleven and one of us would have to chaperone her home. She'll call to express gratitude and regret the next day, but she'd repeat the same thing no sooner the following evening.

If it's not getting herself half dead with one side of her face permanently plastered to the pub's counter, she'd be frolicking under the fluorescent glare of some shopping mall maxing out her credit cards and supplementary cards from her husband. It's a good thing Tony isn't there to see his wife in that sorry state, but it doesn't mean that he doesn't care. In fact, he cares too much. But ever since that morning, Serene has been in denial and had shut that topic and her husband out. Even when her husband had to leave for a overseas business attachment, she put on a brave face of nonchalance at the airport as she kissed Tony �goodbye and see you soon!�


�She doesn't want to talk about it.� Tony confided long-distance. �Each time I try to (bring it up) she just smiles and changes the subject, so I don't want to force her... but please, look out for her... for me?�.

�Of course...�

�Thanks.� And the telephone clicked off the other end.


It was a sunny weekend, wonderful for a day out at the beach. Even more wonderful was that Serene was sedate enough to agree to hangout at the beach. We decided on an outdoor lunch and packed an alcohol-free picnic basket for it. Being the outdoor-sketching enthusiast that I am, I slipped a sketchbook into my bag as well.

When we arrived at the place the tide was high, but ebbing. The sea was slapping and foaming on the breakwaters. We found a nice, shady spot just behind the breakwaters, next to a canal to lay down our mat. Lunch was a delightful array of fried finger foods and cool sandwiches. Served with fresh-squeezed orange juice, the refreshing tangy drink made the greasy food go down easily.

Laying flat on our back and gazing at the clear sky dotted with clouds, we became children again, making each amorphous cloud familiar and naming them.

�Serene, I've missed you... in fact, all of us, your friends and Tony especially, missed you...�

�Ha ha, don't be silly, haven't we been hanging out...? Well, maybe not so much with Tony...�

�Seriously, Serene, you know what I mean...�

�You guys are making a storm out of a tea cup... I AM FINE!� She wedged an obstinate smile on her face as she said this.

�You've lost a baby Serene and you are obviously not fine... you've been drunk, half your face has become a permanent fixture at the bar, plastered to it. I bet the counter knows your face better than yourself. It's the same with the shopping, I swear your credit card has been ground down by at least five millimeters with all the swiping - you alone has kept the local economy going strong...�

�Well, you want me to deal with the pain? That's how I deal with it - shopping and getting drunk! Happy?�

�No, Serene, but are you? What you've been doing is denying it, not dealing with it... there's a difference. Don't call the devil by pretty names.�

�Oh stop it, I didn't ask for your counsel, so spare your preaching for someone else...�

�No, you didn't ask for it, I am giving it to you and if you think you're fine and over the whole thing, then let's do this...�


I tore two pieces of cartridge paper from my sketchbook and handed one to her. I asked her to fold an origami boat out of it and we did it together. Then we went to sit by the canal. �This boat, Serene, is the baby. You never got the chance to see it, so now you do. Once you're ready, just let it go into the water... let it go.�

Stubbornly, she walked towards the canal, holding the origami boat by her fingers, raised and poised to release it. Then, it could have been the ebbing waters or perhaps the sight of the rocks revealing on the bed, but she just paused for a beat and then she sat down on the tuft of soft grass beside the canal. I saw her bury her face in her hands as she folded herself onto her knees for support. She was trembling as she released rivulets of salty water from her eyes.


�Tony and I tried so hard... you should have seen his face when I told him I was pregnant. He was positively glowing and I was so happy. He had to stop us from jumping up and down for fear of hurting the baby. We ended up on the floor, laughing so hard, we were making ourselves silly...�. She gasped for breath as she struggled to speak.

I placed my arms across her back and squeezed her shoulders. Silently, I urged her to continue.

�We've got all the baby clothes ready. I've even thought of the names... if it was a boy, he will be Aidan; girl and she will be Elizabeth... I had fallen in love with my baby, imagining the little fingers and toes growing inside me. I had fallen in love with my baby...� she trailed off as fresh tears began to engulf her... and me.


We unraveled the paper boat and she wrote a love note to her unborn child, expressing all the love and tenderness she felt. She's probably still feeling it. She poured the contents welled in her heart and soul through an ocean of inks and emotions onto the parchment already lined by the effort of folding. Her words filled the clean piece of paper and drenched it with an overflow of her previously unresolved affections.

As the setting sun lit the entire sea with a stream of glorious diamonds encased in gold, we walked over to the canal again, with Serene cradling the refolded origami boat in her hands. As we peer over the stream flowing out into the sea, the tide had gone so low we could see the bed and the rocks littered along it. Only a slow, constant stream of water was left flowing steadily out to meet the sea. Serene released the paper boat filled with all her love onto the small stream. She released it with both hands, into the water and watched it flow out into the sea, drifting away. As it moved further away from her, she sent it a flying kiss and waved goodbye.

Standing behind her, I saw her heaved her shoulders as she released a deep breath.


My telephone rang the other night. �Overseas call�, it registered on my caller-id.

�Hi, Tony! Nice to hear from you!�

�Hey, you! Thanks! She called last evening... she cried and I cried. Over the line, we mourned the loss. We're not over it yet, but I think that was a start and we are on our way...�


I think everyone of us handle grieve differently. Some of us take time to be introspective; others talk about it. Some do things to manage the pain; others rest to deal with it. We do it at different rates and time. But the important thing is that we handle it so that we can let it go.

So that we can move on.

Harriet's Quilt

This story is a general work of fiction in 7 parts inspired by a reading of Mark Twain’s Adventures of Huckleberry Finn. Although the main characters are fictitious much of this story is based on actual historical figures and events. Reader’s discretion is suggested.

HARRIET'S QUILT - Part I
I

had just come back from Sunday Service and thought I should visit with her today. My dear sweet friend, I had missed her. I had decided to go to her house down the road at the foot of the knoll right after I slipped out of my Sunday best into something more comfortable.

I saw her at the threshold of her kitchen’s screen door. She was a big, black woman and had her full head of silver hair tucked into a turban. Wearing a giant blue apron, she was craning her neck, looking for something... or someone.

“Awright now, come back in for yer tea ya hear, Louise?” she hollered for her granddaughter in a general direction. In the streaming light of the late afternoon sun, Harriet thought she saw a figure in the distant. She squinted and shielded her eyes from the glare. Her eyes rounded and her lips cracked into a smile.

“Why, Missy Norma! Is that you?” She stepped over the threshold of her screen door to welcome. “Why it really is you! You’ve come down from that big housa’ yours for visit haven’t you?” she beckoned towards me, “And just in time for tea!”

My eyes had not adjusted to the darkness when I stepped into her kitchen, but in the sparsity of the relative darkness, I could make out the usual furniture; a large wooden table with woodturning legs with a crockery cabinet next to a wood fire stove, its stovepipe chimney cutting the space of the asymmetrical room.

“You just sit yo’sel right here,” she commandeered, patting on a stool, “an’ lemme cut up some fast bread for tea”. She began to busy herself in the kitchen, slicing up the loaf, parting up the churned butter and pouring cups of coffee into chipped enamel mugs. Little Louise sat across the table, her eyes round as she gazed over me, observing my milky white skin – a rarity in this house.

I in turn, moved my gaze over to the half completed patchwork quilt on the other side of the table. My eyes ran down the segments of soft ceruleans and azures meandering from the top of the quilt to the bottom, parting other segments of ochres, tans and blacks. My lips parted and gasped, “it’s beautiful...”

“Oh that?” Harriet smiled as she served up the platter for tea, “it’s nuthin, Missy Norma, it ain’t completed yet... I hope you dun be mindin’ these simple morsels for tea.”

I ran my fingers down the winding parts of blue and little Louise had already made off with a few slices of buttered fast bread. There was a commotion in the other room. I could only make out peaks of “it’s mine!” that crescendoed with little Louise screeching, “NA~NA!”.

Harriet rolled her eyes, “You dun be takin’ nuthin’ from ya sister ya hear me, Ruth? Dun make me come there, ya gonna regrit’it...!” And there was a silence. A few moments later, Louise came back to the table her mouth smothered with butter.

“Nana, I’m done wit’ma tea, can you tell me a story now? Tell me the story of this quilt here, nana, please?” little Louise compelled with her childish request, “Tell me the story of you and Pappy Jim...”

“Why, Missy Norma, would you be interested too? Why dun I just tell you the story to you too...?”. She picked up her quilt to start on her stitiching.

Harriet pointed to a little red house in the lower part of the quilt on a reddish-brown patch of the quilt. My eyes trailed the big, winding body of watery blue down to where she was stitching the last threads to fasten a roof on the house.

“See this house here? This here be where nana wuz born. This where I wuz born, Missy Norma. Just a few hours before I be hurtin’ to come outta my mamma’s belly, Jim came and told her, “you should sit down, m’am, yo’ baby’s goin’ bust outta yo’ belly soon...”. My mamma laughed of course, but then she started to feel pain in her belly and she knew Jim wuz right. My Jim wuz always special like that. He always knew things before others did.”

She looked at me dreamily in deliberation and understanding. I nodded and smiled back at her as she continued her tale to me... and her granddaughter.